wow been AGES since I've logged on.... well, maybe thats due to this account being quite immature, and by immature I was pointing at myself. I've started a new account that I'm keeping STRICTLY for everything but my personal problems. you can find it here:

I've also uploaded more devoted submissions rather than just whatever I feel like.
Sorry for being a hermit guys!
JAS
Well anyway, good luck with whatever you ended up doing too!
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"Don't worry. Something will happen."
I've been thinking about you recently btw! Curious to how life is for you. Why did you change your major? did something happen?
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I changed my major because I didn't feel like being a commission artist was what I wanted, and I didn't think my portfolio was good enough for main-stream companies. What I wanted to do in the first place was do graphic novels, but I didn't feel like my classes were focusing enough on the sort of stuff I needed to learn to do such things. I guess I kinda felt like I was selling out, plus the over-abundance of drawing in the past few years made me not like drawing, ironically. I mean, I'll probably still incorporate illustration into my career someday, as of now I'd like to go for an editorial job or something since I'm good at English and so want to major in that instead.
Plus I was just getting real depressed at the school and needed a change, so I live in Marin now and go to a community college, and I have my own apartment which is sooooo much better than dorms. I'm a lot happier, which is the most important, really.
Anyway, see you on facebook.
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"Don't worry. Something will happen."
What got you so down? Was it the city? a lot of people got depressed in sf because of the extreme culture change and sort of bleak atmosphere the surroundings gave off.
and lol at getting your own appartment. I remember how pissed you were at your room mates.
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Your coloring skills and line quality are awesome, though I'm surprised you stopped using the ballpoint pen, you loved that thing.
I felt down last semester mostly because I lost passion for what I was doing, also I blame my Illustration 1 teacher a lot, because she was literally the WORST teacher I've ever had. You know in the movie "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest", that evil nurse Mrs. Ratchet? I swear she was a clone of her.
Anyway, so yeah, along with that I just felt like I was living in a bubble, since I never went anywhere and after awhile I got too weak to get out of my dorm much. I'd walk up the stairs and feel light headed just from that. :/ But I'm much better now, because I actually eat more than once a day, heh. And my classes are manageable, even though the lectures can be a bit dry. At least I'm going in the right direction though. :3
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"Don't worry. Something will happen."
other then that you pretty safe
Just thought you should know
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so...I gues this is where I assert myself?
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"stay strong, keep the faith... this world is nothing compared to the one that was promised."
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Una palabra
No dice nada.
Y al mismo tiempo
lo esconde todo.
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"stay strong, keep the faith... this world is nothing compared to the one that was promised."
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